A little dirty

A little dirty

My mind is quite occupied

with dirty little things,

An Imagination out of control 

Like a puppet without its strings

My thoughts are quite satisfied

With its dirty little plays,

Instigating my body 

to feel its dirty little ways

My words can get distracting

if I let it have its way,

To have you quite excited

with all the dirty things I say

Maybe even write you a dirty little letter

about all the little dirty things, we could be doing them together

but lets not get me started on all the things that I find dirty

I guess what really matters, is whether or not I find you worthy.... 

Written By Flor De Maria

Posted on 07/06/12

Brick By Brick

It's took me so long to bring down my walls, but I did.

Slowly, breaking down piece by piece of old memories. 

Making way for the new, Making way for you..

It took patience I didn't know I had, but I found

Cautiously moving, but finding peace that had been lost.

Finding peace within me, peace and truth. I thank you.

Walls that took years to make, walls built in silence

How pain does make a person forget to be human.

It took me so long to bring down these walls, but I did.

How I tore through old rubbish of dreams forgotten

Why did I allow myself to forget to feel? 

What was I protecting myself from?

As I think back, I'm reminded, it kind of felt like this.

An endless burning in the bottom of a pit

Being engulfed by a cruel and spiteful world

Old wounds forgotten, new ones made.

I guess it's time to lay new foundation.

So I begin building, but this time making my walls stronger.

Endless nights of tossing and turning, restlessness.

Oh How I know this well, my old companion. Insomnia.

I hear the breaking of a beated heart, Can you hear it?

cautiously moving, for now my peace has been misplaced. 

So I begin building, but making my walls stronger.

I think this time I will build a door, just incase.

For when I try to brave a day, a new. 

I will make this house my home for protection.

building strength within every wall made.

Every wall a memory, a tear and a goodbye

How I'll remember you.. How I'll miss you..  brick by brick.. 

Written By Flor Ehresman

Posted 07/03/12

The Great Houdini

-My dearest Houdini-

So brilliantly minded are you

Vanishing in thin air as though you and it were one.

When I wish to see you, I simply close my eyes.

For it is there I know that I will find you.

You once told me, you were a man of many faces.

I guess, I didn't read between the lines.

I was always anticipating your next moves

always anticipating your next words

always anticipating you... but now I feel I fear you.

Such a gifted artist are you with such an exciting act

I don't believe it's one that's meant to be understood..

I sat in the front row applauding your every move,

cheering you on with such excitement. Did you ever see me?

I find myself standing in the back now, fading into the crowd..

But before I go, let me not forget to mention you vanished with my heart.

I didn't realize it was apart of the act. Then again..

I didn't realize I'd willingly give it away to The Great Houdini..

Written By Flor De Maria 

Posted on 07/05/12

My last goodbye

My last goodbye

O' my luv, Tis that time

The sunset draweth near,

For when the sun again does shine

A new day will appear

O' my luv, Tis that time

To bring this to an end,

but every tear I cry is thine

my luv'r and my friend

O' my luv, forgive me so

If ev'r I've not been kind,

I'd take back ev'ry wrong twas done

if time I could rewind

O' my luv, live life well

I hear you still do smile,

but should I ev'r cross your mind

May I visit for a while

O' my luv, I let you go

I shall grant you this request,

For my dear, I luv you so

How I wish you all the best

O' my luv, Tis that time

The time to say goodbye,

For with this sun t'night that sets

so shall the part of me that died..

Written By Flor De Maria 

Posted 07/05/12

Riddle me love

Riddle me love

Shant I see you again, Shant I touch you again..

How do you pretend?  How do you pretend?

O' how I wondered about ''You'' 

How I do wonder..

O' how I wonder about ''love''

A feeling so splendor..

Twas a place in my ''heart''

A place that was lost..

O how I was lost in ''your touch''

No matter the cost..

The reasons so many, so many the reasons

A riddle not solved and how it lasted 4 seasons..

O' I am still puzzled, by how it does end

or how does one pretend, again and again

Twas in moments which lasted.. Moments that lasted for hours

Riddle me love and all it true powers..

Riddle me moments that were so amazingly true

Riddle me love.. Riddle what love is to you..

Shant I see you again.. Shant I touch you again..

I don't know how to pretend.. why do you pretend?

Written By Flor De Maria

Posted 6/25/12